better best forgotten

If only you read my mind... youd see I was hurt inside... a thousand times Ive told myself its over, but the story has just begun and whats done is done, its time to change and leave the past behind, Why should we know all the answers or how the story ends???
Lets take a chance on a happy ending lets turn the page and stop pretending, the past can stop a heart from mending.. its time to let go coz you know some things are better best forgotten
We cant pretend in time the scars will mend.. please believe me theres a chance lets take it...and maybe at last well find that love should be true not blind you cant deceive a heart that open wide... And even now its not too late to change the story's end....

i hate this part

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Now we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know (i know) this is (this is) the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

Oh
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

little too perfect...

its quite strange for me to woke up 6 am..hehe..i attended my class at 7:30..(first time???) wow..im so happy..(babaw!!)actually i decided to attend it tlga>>..my class..
i just keep on making impossible things... like stunning and astonishing things.. HYPERBOLE.. well.. well astonished and stunned..hehe... anyway.. as what i have mentioned.. i cant remember those things i have done.. like shouting inside our school gym..actually i sang.. (QUEEN OF THE NIGHT).. and its awful..hehe.. i mean awesome!! its been a part of a gay to give laughter and joy to their audience..but not to the extent of making their selves funny with people around them talking and backstubbing..OH WORD!!!weird..isnt it?? a competition that evening is such a nightmare.. i kept dreaming about it.. sometimes a LACRYMOSE on my beauty rest.. i cant sleep beautifully and well...i posted it because i cant help myself telling these to my friends.. hope they will understand.. i couldnt trust...call them bluff.. cause i had enough.. they are by myself always.. always on the ride.. but.. things change... i just stopped reminiscing our fab memories..
its ok..im a little too perfect..

im fine now...

yikes!!!im happy.. its a very fine day..i mean,, sun appeared at 10..hehe.. not too late and not so early..im done with my dirty clothes..i washed it all.. the dishes.. the cinders are cleaned up!!!hehe.. (cinderella..is that u???whatever!!) anyway.. my morning was so fabulous.. i woke up 9 am..and immediately rushed and get my dirty clothes and washed it off... the morning scent and the ray of sunlight..served as my appetizer in washing...OA isnt it???i mean...im so glad..that today is a sunny day.. im so happy... furthermore.. i have no class for the entire day... after doing all my chores.. i slept and slept.. with all the music(love songs) in the world.. unfortunately.. no good dreams..i didnt imagine anything or anybody before going to my beauty rest.. hehe.. COOOORRRRRNNNYYYYY....hehe..haha...

its a damn cold day..

im not that tough to tolerate the coldness of the entire day.. it's rainy day.. started last week.. i think it will continue till next year..(oh..for goodness sake..) i woke up chilled and freezing.. its too early when the rain keeps falling from morning till evening.. hoooh.. i want to sleep and rest like sleeping beauty.. without distractions and interruptions..whatever.. im wondering why our new year is a rainy day season.. what does it mean??? i hope blessings will keep raining too!!!hehe.. or a bad luck??i mean.. more catastrophes in our land. like super heavy rain and landslides.. wow!!how pathetic..anyway.. im so cold...

im missed hanging out with my friends(shan, mau, mic,lil and jam)...

im happy..

yeah.. im fine.. im just happy... its been 48 years since i updated by friendster accounts..hehe... im busy in the past few weeks that's why it took so long.. anyway.. im happy...why?? we have no class in physics(my fave subject..sarcasm..hehe) our professor so tired.. why?? she coached swimming.. hehe.. sounds interesting.. isnt it?? whatever.. i miss my friends na... especially shan,,,my close friend in Qatar..hehe.. layo noh??? im not poor n pla.. mejo rich nko... till here.... i love edward CUllen of TWILIGHT!!!

OMG..Lyf..

i woke up 10 in the morning...and its a cloudy day..rain keeps falling... not really heavy... sarap matulog.. so cold... anyway... i'm suffering from headache, body pain and stiff-neck.. we went to a resort last weekend kasi,,overnight.. super swimming and drama namin..hehehe.. but we really enjoyed our outing very much.. i gained some friends too!! im so poor this week.. i have no allowance for this week..why??hindi ako umwi sa amin,, actually i went there yesterday but mama was not around..so i went back..huhuhu..with disappointment.. and i'm so upset.. huhu... but its ok now.. maniningil tlaga ako..hehe..how pathetic... whatever,, as of now, im such a loser!!

a very fine day...

I was not able to attend my class at 7:30..why?? hindi ako nagising e..napasarap ang sleep ko,,, movie marathon ako last night!!!hehe..anyway... its a vey fine day.. super hot kanina.. nimbus clouds again.. wrong timing masyado.. im sure hind m22yo mga clothes ko..huhuhu... whatever.. God's will..

whatever

its a fine day!!! well i think its a good hair day!!!hehe.. i love my hairstyle today.. in fact.. my x-crush appreciated it pa nga e.. and its flattering!!!yeah..i'm flattered..whatever..loser parin!~!! birthday ni imang pala kahapon(one of my closest friend sa school)!!hehe.. me konting salu-salo sa school and sa house nila..but still.. we are so full!!!! to the highest level.. kanang maglisod gud ug ginhawa!!!hehe..OMG..i cant breathe.. reklamo ko!! actually ako, si sarah,kring, arianne and nizza!!!hehe.. nahirapan nga akong matulog e..kaya i watched movie all night!!!hehe.. CINDERELLA!!!whatver!!!watever!!!watever!!!

top 20 fave hollywood stars(male category)

1. Zac Efron
2. Brad Pitt
3. Tom Cruise
4. Jesse McCartney
5. Ashton Koucher
6. Ben Affleck
7. JOsh HArtnet
8. Adam Sandler
9. John Tucker
10. Billy Crawford
11. Robert PAttinson
12. Hugh Jackman
13. KEanu Reeves
14. Aaron Carter
15. Nick Carter
16. Justin Timberlake
17. Daniel Radcliffe
18. Trent Ford
19. Lee LAtchford Evans
20. Howie Dorough

happy new year!!!

another year has come!!! malas daw ako this year!! year of the horse kasi ako and its contrary with Ox's year.. whatever!! it depends!!!hehe.. i will go with the flow nalang..

do you agree???

there's no true friend in this whole wide world???i mean.. they dont even exist??
hmmppp...i guess so... pwera nalang kung badly needed talaga.. but infairness.. i have no true friend pa..close friend meron...

sana hindi totoo ung hula sa year ko,,,optimistic parin naman ako.. still hoping na mgging mswerte ako this year sa PERA...LOVE....AND FAMILY...